the love of my life just passed could use some female company (champaign)

the love of my life just passed away not to long ago.
and i just want some company from a female.
i am not necessarily asking for anything sexual.
( but who knows it might help) mainly just want a female to talk to/ hang out with might help me with the pain.
if you are female and feel like chatting/ hanging out with a guy who lost someone close to them please feel free to reach out